quietknight

Well... due to recent events, the #PokemonRevolution chatroom has shut down. But we, the members will not stay apart. #ThePokemonGuild has been created from this. Any former PR members, we are converging in the new room. Join up and enjoy the new chatroom.

Hey guys. It's been a while since I updated my dA. Man, I guess some people forgotten about me. I am still here. But rather tired being awake at 3am almost everyday. But glad I have work here. And money. Money is always nice to have. Sorry for the long time away.

I've been thinking about the people I care about as friends. To some, they can easily say who they are and fell my gratitude for being their friends. But to some, I saw them as friends but they suddenly ditched me when times or dire or they found a flaw about me they didn't like. To the ones who just block you or leave you after you known them for so long. They are ones I feel betrayed. I trusted them. Enjoyed chatting with them, but then they stop chatting with me. I know I am not a perfect person, and some people I block. But I never blocked a true friend of mine's. I will at least give the people I would block a reason why I won't chat with them anymore.

To my true friends. I am honored that you stayed by my side through everything. That you've helped me as I helped you. I am in deep gratitude for all who stay with me. Thank you all.

So lately, I've been watching over my father's bar due to him being unwell... (I have stopped believing that now) I hated the idea of doing it, but I went ahead and barsat for the last couple of months. So many nights up, so many mornings asleep. I can't take it anymore. I am not a fan of winding down, having a beer, listening to music so loud where I can't hear myself think, watching girls dance on a pole, and when it's all over, taking people who can't drive or have a vehicle home. I just feel so offended in so many ways. I've tried talking to dad about this, but I feel like he doesn't care about my opinion and just wants me to take over when he dies. -sigh- I am always having no voice in the matter, no matter how much I scream. I guess I just have to go find another job. I've tried, but to no avail. Guess that means I have to try harder. Well... I am tired... I need to rest up.

Oh damn... It just keeps coming back to bite me in the ass... Damn tonsils keep getting infected. I'm considering tonsilectomy. I can't take another infection... I should see a doctor.

(P.S. Why the hell is the "Mood" is taking me the top? I'm trying to change my mood but it won't let me.)